How can she live with what she did? Shiv's best mate, her younger brother, Declan, died while their family was on holiday in Greece. Shiv doesn't know how to live any more - she can only feel self-hatred; she is tormented by guilt. Now she finds herself at the Korsakoff Clinic, with five other teens and young adults who are undergoing a most unorthodox therapy, which is often painful. But this is Shiv's last chance - the clinic must help her find a way to live again. But first, their methods will make her face what really happened to her brother.

 

This book has been graded for interest at 12+ years.

There are 320 pages in this book. This book was published 2014 by Walker Books Ltd .

Martyn Bedford is the author of Never Ending (2014) and Flip (2011), which was shortlisted for the Costa Award, named a Red House Pick of the Year, won four regional awards (The Sheffield Children's Book Award, the Calderdale Book of the Year Award, the Bay Book Award, the Immanuel College Book Award) and was shortlisted for several others. Martyn lives in West Yorkshire.